All this I wrote while under the influence of ecstasy, it includes things I typed in Notepad, plus segments of instant message conversations:
(Note: Just to clarify, ALL of the following made perfect sense to me while I was writing it. And most of it still does right now.)

I just took a tab of XTC about 45 minutes ago, and I'm starting to feel the effects. My heartbeat
is heavier and my skin feels more sensitive. The world seems more vibrant and ALIVE. I feel more
energetic. Now it feels like warm little cuddlebugs are crawling in my hair and all over my face
and scalp, it's like a supermicromassage on a massive scale, it's something everyone needs.
I just looked at my leg, at once it looked like it was a seperate character from the rest of my body.
I don't feel very thirsty right now, but it looks like I'll be in this for most of the night, there's
plenty of time. I spent two full minutes ruffling my own hair because it felt so amazing and significant
My roommate and I are watching Chuck, it's one of the few 'rime-time' TV shows that I actually like.
It's so absurd and serious at the same time, like my leg and the rest of my body, so fucking SEPERATE!
Before i did this, I imagined myself rolling around in amazement at the universe, then shouting "All the world is radient in it's beauty!!!"
I don't feel like shouting right now, but that's how I feel. I wonder how I would look walking down the hall to just anyone.
I can feel my body temperature increasing. I could drink more, but all I have is vitamin water, that will just make me more thirsty.
I feel like there's a hole in the earth that I could make use of somehow...

jagengrad (8:12:39 PM): usually
jagengrad (8:13:04 PM): You said I was crazy, based on what you know about me, all you know about me was when we interacted while I was still in the troop
jagengrad (8:13:09 PM): ANd I was sober the whole time
jagengrad (8:13:20 PM): You hadn't seen anything
jagengrad (8:13:49 PM): THis is like insanity, boiled down into it's purest form, and compressed into a pill

YOu exist in the context of the god in your mind!!! THat's such a noble existence! You're standing up for what you believe in and the mind can be expanded so far, what a glorious existence to labor in the splendor of the human mind!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Computer screens and television screens are so inorganic and dull. When I look at them I don't see any patterns. Patters occur naturally and are interpreted
through the residual data from everything we've collected in our memories over the years. Same with all images. (I have to pee really bad, at first I wasn't going to parenthasize this, but it seems more a background thought. Even though it's now at the forefront of my mind, it's not relevant to what I'm trying to do)
ANyway...

Is it less valid if I'm experience the same things that wikipedia told me I would experience? Does the fact that so many other people have felt the same things as I am feeling make it as dull and mundane as a television screen? At first, I thought maybe, but why? Isn't this still being filtered through the unique complexity of my mind? A supernatual being doesn't have to create something this complex! Everyone's mind starts out as a blank slate, they grow so complex when our environtment adds things to it. It's like a pearl that's built up from bacteria and shit building up inside a clam. Lame metaphor, I know, but it gets the point across.

I can't take it anymore, I must pee NOW

The hypothesis that God created mankind because mankind is so complex that it cannot possibly have come about on its own works retroactively; the human mind is the true god, it's so powerful that it created the gods that we all worship. All the anger and drama on televison is so insignificant now, because it's just fiction, it's no longer valid because it's just fake emotions. All films and television shows that, at any point, have taken themselves seriously (that i enjoyed, in this particular case) have now been ruined for me.

Band of Brothers
No Country for Old Men
Um... do cartoons count? Do they ever take themselves seriously? Sometimes they do when whatever network that carries them forces them to inject fake emotion. But that's not the fault of the creators. They are forgiven.

We all go to the same place, so everything is going to be alright.
I told Braeger that, I approached him on the way back from the bathroom and grabbed his shirt and told him that.

While I was talking to Eva, the data and information she was conveying to me was manifesting itself on the ceiling as a component of the Universal code (portrayed as the "Matrix Code" in the Matrix Trilogy) the complete universal code is all of the data exchanged between humans in real time
layered on top of each other, in code form, and each code is unique to each person, but there are certain... I don't know... subroutines, segments in the code that allow codes from two different sources to interact and understand one another. The basic and simple codes are layered on top of each other to create the Universal Code.

Eva told me that this kind of feeling is the basis for human spirituality; seeing the infinitely complex in the mundane and simple, is that what spirituality is? Probably not, but at least I'm searching.

ON King of the Hill, all of the female major characters are stereotypical "Texan Woman" who, because of some cosmic understanding between them, are able to understand the causes of one another's absurd behavior, no matter how absurd it may be.
I wonder if there are actually groups of people who interact with one another like that.

Television and internet code are simplified, lesser incarnations of the Universal Code.

If MDMA were legal, stock prices in energy drinks would drill a hole in the soil, people reject their televisions and internet

we are our original selves with the residual data from interactions with other people